I'm sorry to the world that I make such terrible art. I was in a state of wishy washy belief that I may be able to finally achieve something close to it until I came to this reply after making a mistake in 's journal.

psh what? you draw little shitty anime toons. Her anatomy art would help you out a lot if you think about it. She is speaking strickly realistic anatomy. So dont even bother with explaining why you think 'no'. Thank you come again.

As per usual I do not feel like pointing out who said this. If anything I'm thankful for this person's honesty and for completely destroying an hope or confidence I'll ever have. Though as much as I want to curse this person I feel that would just be unreasonable and crude.

It was just a cruel charade anyways. I feel that people only like my work out of either pure pity or find little amusement in my "shitty anime toons" in which I would like to say that I never really had the intentions to create "shitty anime toons". People usually misconceptualize it as anime and I rather loathe to hear it at times as I find it sometimes insulting in a sense.

I somehow knew it all along. I'm sorry to the serious and talented art community of deviantart for my "shitty" works of abominable proportions and how they endure. I'm shameful to call myself remotely an artist in front of anyone now.

Thank you.